Ever have them? Moments when you’re not too sure what is going on but have a feeling that something big is going to happen?
That’s how I’m feeling right now.
I’m a little concerned that decisions I make now can affect many others, and I have a feeling of helplessness that for once I want to do something that I want to do, without consultation and without questioning.
It seems at times we live our lives for others, abandoning our dreams to ensure the happiness of others. To live any other way comes across as being selfish. And sometimes I want to be very selfish and at times I am certain to those around me I appear to be.
If only I could truly share what I see in my head…